my husband…

so i’ve noticed that throughout my blog i always talk about willow, but haven’t really mentioned the one, absolutely most important person that keeps me grounded, takes care of me and willow and balances my kooky, creative, left-brained person perfectly.  chris.  sometimes i feel like i take him for granted, he’s just always there for me, always doing for us, almost like an extension of me, and it becomes a go with the flow kind of thing.  he works tirelessly, loves tirelessly, and is the best daddy in the world.  he never goes a day without telling me how beautiful he thinks i am, how lucky he is to be my husband, what a great job i’m doing as a mommy.  he is the type of guy that little girls dream of marrying.  he’s mine, all mine!!! yipppeee!!!  i love that man so much.  he is going through a very difficult time right now.  i often see him as a super man kind of guy, carrying the weight of the world and able to handle anything that’s thrown at him.  i have seen a more vulnerable side of him in the past 2 days.  he’s dealing with some things that most people couldn’t imagine, stirring up so many mixed emotions that need to be sorted out: sadness, regret, guilt, hatred, love, forgiveness.  i just want to keep my arms around him and never let him go.  when he hurts, i hurt.

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